Life has no value and importance, it just goes around in a cycle, like the water in the world. This is true about you and me, our lives are neither valuable nor important, that's why we can do whatever we want, we are free to lead our lives as we please. You don't have to make yourself captive to the idea of indifference, you don't need to have any restrictions on how to live.
One thing I'll think that damned me for life, is being a human, and being a human is too feel feelings and so I wish I wouldn't have because I'm such a fragile creature for sensitive things
I tell myself it gets better, but I wake up every morning and I feel my heart crumbling more than last day