حالا خوبه تا این جای زندگی با این سن کم همچین زخم زیادی ام نخوردیم داریم میمیریم،بزرگسالی قراره چطور بگذره خدا رحم کنه.

I feel like I’m dying. I hate the present and I want to go back to the past, which I’ve always hated. Something inside me is falling apart. I’ve lost myself and my entire identity. Everything has become unbearable and scary. I don’t believe in anything. I just want to go back to the past.

Idk.

Me, now:

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