I went over all the things I wanted to say, fought with myself in my mind, and came back to the words that weighed more than my heart could bear, but I didn't say them. I didn't say them because saying them wouldn't work, I didn't say them because some things should remain unsaid! Instead, I indulged in self-pity and spent hours in thought.
زندگیم دیگه خرابه نیست، رسما پودر شده. هی به خودم میگم امروز دیگه زندگیمو جمع میکنم، هی هرکار میکنم از لای انگشتام در میره.