هیچ وقت نفهمیدم راه رو گم کردم یا دارم درست میرم. نفهمیدم دارم به موقع میرسم یا عقب می مونم.نفهمیدم زمان درستی ام یا نه.
نفهمیدم به جایی تعلق دارم یا نه.هیچی نفهمیدم.
I wonder if I will ever be okay. Is it just teenage hood? It'll pass? What something's wrong with my core. What if I'm wired wrong, i pray every night to wake up and be as pure as a child, I pray and I pray and I pray. The sweating in my sleep, those nightmares, they always prove me wrong. Feels like I might drown in my own filth any moment. Lord where are you? They say redemption lies within, I'm so filthy within what if I won't find you?
I pray and I pray and I pray.
Where are you?