I apologize to myself for trusting everyone, believing everyone, being kind to them, giving them my all, and thinking that their hearts were like mine, and that they would do good to me in return for my kindness. But no, it wasn't like that. The more I did good, the more I felt bad about it. And I realized that I shouldn't do good, at least not to someone I know how bad they are. Unfortunately, I can't be hard-hearted. In the end, I still show kindness. I care. Maybe it's my worst or maybe it's my best quality.
I'm sorry, I spent eighty percent of my life alone in my room. I don't need you like you think.
"If you look at other people's food, your own will get cold. I'm not talking about food."
Everything comes back to the sentence; love yourself and don't care about others. For example, I used to care about everything too much, but not now. Now I'm like this: one person wants to leave; one wants to stay, so stay. Someone said bad things about me behind my back, so tell them; look, I'm never going to become a bad person because of other people's bad words. Just know yourself and believe that emotions are useless. Stick to your sport, your work, yourself, and your life. Focus on yourself.