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"التماسِ تفکر"

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze

Im not sure if i can say it...

F**k

I'll say it anyway

Everybody tries to tell me that im going through a phase , i dont know if its a phase... i just wanna feel okay

I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressing or am i suppressing rage? My doctor tries to tell me that im going through a phase... ITS NOT A F**KING PHASE i just wanna feel okay, OKAY?

I struggle with this BULLSH**T everyday And its probably because my demons simultaneously rage...

It obliterates me... Disintegrates me. Annihilates me.

Cause im about to break down, im searching for a way out...im a liar im a cheater im a non-bebeliever..