It obliterates me... Disintegrates me. Annihilates me.

Cause im about to break down, im searching for a way out...im a liar im a cheater im a non-bebeliever..

I break down...falling into love now with falling apart ...

I think im going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze every wall that i knock down is just a wall that i replace im in a race against myslef i try to keep a steady pace how the f**k will i escape if i never close my case? Oh my god i keep on stressing every second that i waste is another second sooner to a blessing i wont take ..

But my therapist will tell me that im going through a stage.. Yeah, Its not a f**king stage I just wanna feel okay, okay?

Mother***er now you got my attention I need to change a couple things cause something is missing and what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine.. Every single f***ing day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified...

Yeah, here we go again mother***er.. We're sick and tired of wondering.. Praying to a god that you don't believe We're searching for the truth in the lost and found.. So the question I ask is where the f**k is your god now?

Cause im about to break down...

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