1:49 all i did just to make you HAPPY, still you don't even fucking LOVE ME! JIGSAW! JIGSAW! JIGSAW! JIGSAW! JIGSAW! killing parts of myself to FIT YOU CLEAR AS SHIT, I WAS NOT THE ISSUE !

2:07 if i made you like me, would i even like myself? pointing on my flaws DOESN'T HELP.

2:26 WHY dont you love me? DONT YOU LOVE ME?

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Im waiting for a train To take me away The cost of my vanity i cant afford to pay Im waiting for a change To not feel this way I GAVE UP MY SANITY FOR NOTHING IN EXCHANGE and i think im wasted And i'll never make it Im numb and im jaded And i cant escape it And i think im waking Cause i feel you fading There's nowhere to run The train never comes Im sick of this place Im sick of LA I traded my heart for the taste of the fame, yeah I dont know what love is, but i look okay now I love the way that she feels and now i cant feel my pain I cant feel the mania I dont feel insane She swears that i have a problem LIKE I DONT KNOW ?! That if i dont get a grip im gonna die on this road I KNOW IM LOSING CONTROL ive been losing hope I swear im trying to cope But this is, this is all that i know The world that im lost in, is one i cant process Ive been to the bottom Im back to the bottle Already forgotten Already forgotten The pain that it causes Like i didn't cause it and i think im wasted And i'll never make it Im numb and im jaded And i cant escape it And i think im waking Cause i feel you fading Your memories are racing And i cant escape, no, I cant escape

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3:02 i am not the government i am not the f-cked up men i am not a part of anything that is HATEFUL Love is seeping out my pores, I don't hold anger anymore EVEN FOR PEOPLE WHO HURT AND BETRAY ME.

3:44 if it all went up in FLAMES one day, would you give your mom a hug before your house burned away ?! IT KILLS- i wish the best for you and- you thing i ignore you too, but- REALLY, IM TRYNA LIVE MY OWN LIFE.

dont tell anyone these are written by Skyler tho :P