𝖠𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗁𝗂𝗆.

I don't do anything at all I just cry and think about the darkness and take a shower and sleep (thing I don't usually do), while I feel nauseous all this time. _And then, when I'm with them, I smile and joke and talk. Again, while I'm feeling nauseous)

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𝖧𝗂 "𝖡𝖺𝗁𝗆𝖺𝗇," 𝗆𝗒 𝖽𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗈𝗅𝖽 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗇𝖾𝗋.

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https://music.apple.com/ca/song/nyx/1846165801 𝖠𝗇𝖽 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒, 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗌 𝗂𝗍, 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗌𝗈𝗇𝗀 ))